I haven't fired up my laptop for more than a week. Thank you to those who left emails and comments, they always make me feel good.
I have been feeling somewhat disconnected these last two weeks. I had my MELD done last week and I jumped up from 18 to 25. This week I went up another point. I can't even begin to describe the emotions I am going through. It has been more than three and a half years since this started. I am tired and I am sore and I am overwhelmed each day with this and that. It is likely that I'll get the call sometime soon if my numbers continue to stay above 25.
I am crossing my fingers and waiting.